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I've been "sick" today
2003-01-24 @ 18:10

A new day... I have been "sick" today. I have sick in quotation marks because I took 3 dulcolax yesterday. I've been on the toilet all day, and when I told my mum I couldn't go to school because my tummy hurts she wouldn't belive me. She said it certainly was becuase of my mental condition. She should only know, in one way it is my mental condition which do it, but this time the outcome was physical. So she can't say a damn thing about it!

I had a binge today. On bread and shrimps. It's not too bad because shrimps has negative calories, but it was a binge and I can't tolerate that. But I have a huge quandary. Some friends and I are making plans for this summer vacation. We want to go on interrail. That means that we are travelling through Europe by train. I really want to accomplish that but that means I have to eat normally for 6 months!! I don't know what to do. I turn 18 in march so then my parents can't refuse me, but my doctor can force me back to the hospital if my weight going under 99 pounds or if she mean I'm to sick to do a trip like that. Just to be mean against me. I hate it! Any suggestion?

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